I told myself that I wasn’t going to make any New Years Resolution this year because I can never keep them. Well one year, I actually kept it [2007 - try something new every month] and I definitely did not follow last year’s resolutions. But I started thinking about my life now and how I do not want to make the same mistakes from 2009, 2008, 2007…you get my drift.
Two weeks ago, I was hanging out with two of my friends (and this was the first time they both met each other) and they both said I was too nice. Then last Tuesday, I was talking to a totally different person who lives on the other side of the United States and he said the same thing. I sometimes think that me being entirely too nice is my downfall in life. I put off what I want to do to do something else because someone doesn’t want to do what I want to do. I’m always going beyond what I should be doing to help someone out and I hardly say no. So one part of my resolution for this year is to be more bitchy. Make sure I take care of my own needs and do what I want to do. Speak how I really feel and not hold it in. Not be as nice as people think I am. I feel like niceness doesn’t get you anywhere. People take advantage of it and run.
Also, another resolution I’m thinking about doing is remain celibate. It may be too much information but I haven’t had any for almost two years. It is not that I couldn’t get it, I just chose not to with that person. Sometimes, I talk about just doing it just to be doing it but I know my worth. I want to make sure I wait until I am in a meaningful relationship with someone before doing the deed. So until that man comes along, there is no sex in the champagne room….but keep the glasses of champagne coming lol.
As for any others…you know the typical shit that people make as their new years resolution. Slim in the waist, fat in the butt lol.
