As Thanksgiving came to an end, it made think back of who and what I’m thankful for. Sometimes you take things for granted and don’t really appreciate the worth of it until it is gone. Not only that, but sometimes you find yourself in a situation that you do not picture yourself being in and wondering “Why me?” However, that situation can be the beginning of something great, you just don’t see it yet. So take time to be thankful for all things in life – good and bad. You only live once so it is best to appreciate all things/people that come in your direction. So not only am I thankful for all the wonderful friends and family I have and the great experiences I was able to encounter in my life, but I am also thankful for all the heartbreaks, hurt, and pain I experienced too. As one of my favorite quotes say, “…today is a gift and that’s why it is called the present…”
Archive for November, 2009
thankful.
Saturday, November 28th, 2009
don’t speak.
Tuesday, November 24th, 2009“Don’t speak
I know just what you’re saying
So please stop explaining
Don’t tell me cause it hurts
Don’t speak
I know what you’re thinking
I don’t need your reasons
Don’t tell me cause it hurts”
It is funny when your intutition tells you something is not right. You know deep down inside the truth but getting that truth confirmed is when it really hurts. I had a feeling something was going to happen between me and him as far as change in our plans for next year. That was my fear. However, I did not want that fear to become a reality but it did. I sensed it by his actions. He wanted to tell me something that would basically effect our plans for next year but I didn’t want to hear it. I knew. Just like the song by No Doubt “Don’t Speak”, I know what you’re thinking, I don’t need your reasons…Don’t tell me cause it hurts. I feel like if I knew what he really wanted to tell me, I will be deeply hurt. So I told him he didn’t need to tell me, it is best to leave it unsaid. My intutition just knew.
