if your girl only knew.

I was downloading some music when I decided to download some Aaliyah. One of the songs I downloaded “If Your Girl Only Knew” made me think about how I truly didn’t understand it when I was in middle school…I just thought it had a kick ass beat. Well I really listened to the words of the song and it made me think about the past few weeks (sorry I have been MIA…I’ll explain that later). It is amazing when you think some things are over between you and a guy…nothing will ever come about you two…he all of a sudden resurfaces. Maybe because he is in a different location or something in his life is different. Not only that, he acts like nothing happened…tries to pick up where things left off. But the only thing is, there is a girl that is in his life. He thinks you don’t know but you do. He thinks since he “woo” you before, you would come right back to him. And the reason why he is back in your life is because he is not around her like he was when you two weren’t talking. It is amazing how life is. This happened to me with different guys so many times. They think they can play this game with me because of the type of person that I am…but really I’m on to their shit…and two can play this game. Let me quote a lyric from Aaliyah’s song…

“And if your girl could only see How you be calling me, getting fresh with me
She would probably leave you alone
She would probably curse you out and unplug her phone”
……
“She’s crazy to put up with you
Oh boy I won’t be no fool
Let you like what you see
It ain’t easy to get with me”

But enough of that…I have been so busy with my job and school.  I started my online graduate classes on January 11th and they have been definitely keeping me busy.  I’m enjoying it  to a certain extent.  I’m just ready for it to be over with though (1 more year).  I’m also taking on a part time job at the school I teach at – doing after school tutoring which pays $25 an hour.  I figured I better get into it to make up for the furlough days they are giving us.  I have to take 4 more days of unpaid leave since the state is requiring a cut in the education funding – stupid!  Also, I would like to thank Miracle for the links to help me redo my website. It is still not where I want to be but it will do for now….I’m satisfied with it. Thanks Miracle!

That’s about it for now…I’m sure I’ll have some more bullshit to blog about later lol.

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One Response to “if your girl only knew.”

  1. Miss America says:

    Speak!!! I’m so glad to hear that you’re not going to fall for their foolishness!!

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